in the depths of despair i swim
hoping for a safe place to hide
breathing hard
choking and spitting out water
i see land
i swim faster
i crawl out shivering
looking for shelter
wanting warmth
needing a place to lie my head
a place of safety
a place where i know i am secure
i feel the sand between my toes
i step over crabs
will if i will ever find shade
fierce winds blow
i’m thirsty
my lips are chapped
i am dripping wet
and hungry
where can i relax
rest my mind
let my body collapse
forget my past
i need somewhere to sleep
somewhere to dream away reality
no one is near
trees are scarse
rocks stand tall like soldiers
i feel abandoned
misunderstood
i’m scared
i’m broken
alone, so alone
i tuck myself next to a cliff
out of the sun’s glare
i close my eyes
i imagine a better life
i hear a whisper
i feel the warmth of his breath
i feel his touch
he is near
he speaks truth to me
singing a melody of love over me
he comforts me
and holds me
i sob in his arms
he says,
“i saw you stripped of your innocence when you were seven
i wept when you couldn’t make a sound
i never once left you
you are my daughter
mine forever
you’re not home yet
i will be with you every step of the way
until we meet again
always”
so i continue to wander
believing now i am not alone
i’ve been touched by the love of god
forever changed
Gloria says
thank you, Tiffany.
a powerful poem…an infusion of God into our souls. It helps me return to being “found.”
Anonymous says
This poem is beautiful. You always inspire me with your insite. I am blessed to call you my closest friend.
Love, Pam
Robin says
Beautiful poem! Thank you for sharing. I’m sure we can all find parts of ourselves within the lines.
Join me in praying for a young boy from my church who is having brain surgery on Friday – see my actions speak loudest blog.
Thanks!
Anonymous says
Psalm 103:4,5,6 He redeems my life from the pit and crowns me with love and compassion. He satisfies my desires with good things so that my youth is renewed like the eagle’s
Susan says
INCREDIBLE…
Thank you for sharing this with us.
Marsha says
I read this the other day and didn’t get a chance to comment because my computer froze up.
I love seeing the depths the Lord is taking you to conform you to His image!
Hope to see you at She Speaks!
Denise says
Such a lovely poem.