Thankful this Thursday for:
my renewed mind.
I’ve battled with my thoughts most of my life. The Word says one thing. I think another. I tried to wash away my fear, bitterness, self hatred, self pity, anger, jealous, and shame, but they always reappeared. When I least expected them to–and at inopportune times.
I still fight this invisible battle every day. However, I finally feel like I kick, scream, and fight back. I win, not because of some great gift I have, but because I am God’s child.
Before I’d quote a verse when I was afraid, but I would still be terrified. And then, I’d feel guilty for still struggling and not believing God more. The cycle continued with every issue I had.
I’m learning to let go of my once cherished beliefs and surrender to the Truth. It’s not easy, but boy is it satisfying.
This week I had a set back from my victory. Doesn’t surprise me considering the enemy’s mission is to steal, kill and destroy. I was tempted to believe the lies again. I wavered some. And then I stood my ground with the Lord. When the thoughts came flooding in, I believed who God says I am.
“I am adopted as God’s child.”
“I am free from condemnation.”
“Nothing can seperate me from God’s love.”
“I am forgiven, chosen, redeemed, valued, esteemed, and cherished.”
“I don’t have to be perfect to be loved by God”
“God knows my heart and He still accepts.”
“When no one understands me, God does.”
“When I need encouragement, I can run to God”
“When I make a mess, God cleans it up–gladly.”
“When I confess my sins, God removes them forever.”
I’m reminded this week that I will always fight a spiritual battle. And especially as I write a book about shame. The enemy will try to discourage me and steer me off course. He’ll set up distractions that look appealing. He will not make this ride easy if he can help it. He may even knock me down. But thank God I can get back up. I belong to a God who never fails. With God, I can complete the ministry He is calling me to.
I will shout victory! I may stumble, but I will not be silent or give up. I will share the hope and healing to others. As long as I live, I pray I will never stop singing, dancing, and proclaiming the freedom and love of God.
He is worthy. Because I am His, I am too.
Thank you again, Iris,Sting My Heart for hosting another week of Thankful Thursdays. I appreciate you!
You are such a beautiful and precious gift to this world my friend. Stand firm, God and I are standing with you. I love you my friend.
What an awesome —- AWESOME thankful heart! In one of Beth Moore’s Bible Studies she says:
God is who He says He is…God can do what He says He can do…I am who God says I am…I can do all things through Christ…AND God’s word is alive and active in ME!!
You are a blessing Tiffany!
You are an amazing warrior. That’s what it takes to keep standing amidst such attacks.
I can sure relate to reading verses but not finding my feelings changed. It takes a lot of time soaking in the Word and the choice to really believe before our thinking changes. Your book is going to change many lives. Keep standing firm against his attacks.
Beautiful! You have such a wonderful way with words.
I know exactly what you mean as I have the same feelings. I struggle every single day with ugly thoughts. I am looking forward to your book. Your post are always very inspiring. Thanks and God Bless you on your mission.
So thankful you were able to stand firm!
Thank you for your words here. I struggle in this area a lot and it was a blessing.
Also, I love your music on your blog.